rebellion

you know why I've had such a hard time getting through this depression? because I give my bad thoughts credit. I make life seem like one big serious scary thing. but maybe it's just a lot more simple than I'm willing to give it credit for. to hell with nihilism, with being lost and confused... how about taking it easy for a little bit and letting the answers come to me? appreciating what we have and also what we cannot know? wonder and mystery anyone? things don't have to be so serious all the time! they can't be, or else they'd totally suffocate me. I'm suffocating now... I need a breath of fresh air soon.